We are half an hour away from an iterview with a Charter school.
I started this application process nearly three months ago, but never really took it seriously.
Now I'm stomping through the house yelling at him about ignoring me while I'm talking to him, just because gd "Aurther" is on! Way to go mom, that ought to help the kid feel centered and secure. I hate interviews. I hate the whole process. Somehow it's a reflection on ME how well he does. If they only knew.

I cant stop thinking about what will happen if he doesnt get accepted. He will get the same impression I did as a kid trying to get into schools. My parents always tried to tell me some BS about how it had nothing to do with me. My parents believed me to be a moron apparently. I wont do that to the kid. Cant. Not sure how I WILL handle it, but as always I will. After I yell at him for more stupid shit. My parents perhaps, were correct.