I live in the United States of America.
I have no criminal history.
I received my first speeding ticket two years ago.
I went to private school as a child.
Both my parents had M.A. in fine arts from SMU.
I had a good childhood.
Mom's alzheimers didn't affect her until I was eleven.
She deteriorated quickly.
I took care of her the last ten years she was alive.
When I was twenty one she shot herself in the head.
I believe she was lucid when she did it.
She was an amazing woman my mother, full and intense, wounded and fragile.
The only pain greater than watching your mother regress to in infant, unable to feed, clothe or bathe herself, is having your own daughter taken almost from your womb against your will...
and not being able to stop it.
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Dear Apostoloupolos (sp): May God bless and comfort you through his son Jesus, who died on the cross for you and the sins of all of us. (John 3:16). Pray and ask God for His help. In your Bible, read Romans, Ch.3 and Ch. 6. Turn to him. Cry out to Him. Seek a church which teaches the Bible. Read your Bible and pray
May He send a loving Christian to come along side you.
Abbott Paine
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